RedGage

I feel quite pathetic,
slipping back into old ways,
and feelings,
practically attacking myself with words.It’s not hard to guess why,
everything is getting to me,
worse than it did before.
But do I really have to have some,
distorted, unwanted, depressing relapse?It’s like I’m in white socks,
sliding across wood floor,
slipping swiftly,
nothing to really stop me.Well, except for the wall.