A love letter to someone who does not exist at all
My dear ... ,
I know quite well that this letter will not reach to you as I am writing this letter to a person who really does not exist. Yet I shall write because my heart is leaden with sorrow and sad feelings. I never remember you until I am torn with storm and strife of earthly life. The most of us get into this by choice. Now I wonder what a choice it is to take the course of our life to this way.
All is over for me now. The best I can do for myself is to write this letter and gain consolation from you. You taught me to be free like a bird, enjoy the beauty of nature, and make love with the eternity. But alas! I am plunged into the quagmire of life. I cry for you and wish if I could die for you.
Today I realize that life is nothing but a series of alluring traps. The more we proceed, the more we are entangled. What seems to me a source of happiness, turns out to be a cause of unhappiness in course of time. I have chased these illusions throughout my life and gone bit by bit far, far away from you. Now comeback is impossible. Comeback is over. I cry for you and wish if I could die for you.
Now the only solace of my life is that I am able to think of and write this letter to you. It is getting dark day by day. I do not know how far I’ll be able to bear your non-existing image in my mind. So now let me cry for you and I wish if I could right now die for you.
Forever yours,
P.G.
